I have been able to Astral Project a couple of times since I’ve started trying, but its been a very long time since then. Now, laying in bed I started the normal procedures, moving my energy through my body focusing on those main areas, the toes, fingers, knees and back of the head. I felt that energy flush through my body, the colors rushing through my closed eyes. You feel like your getting a head-rush and sugar high for a little then your body grounds itself and your almost floating. Focusing on the little white dots that came across my vision, I lost myself in a state a relaxation and fadded off to sleep. Your really not suppose to be lying in your bed for these things to work.

I woke to find a kitten licking my face, it was morning and this little white and orange kitten was waking me up. He was puring and meowing and I was staring at the little guy as his fur slid against my skin and as I petted him I realized that i don’t own a cat. I moved my head and everything was heavy, my body was hard to move and the apartment was very bright, the cat continued to play under the sheets and pop its head up for a moment. As I started to realize this wasn’t quiet real I could feel my heart start beating faster and pain struck my spin. The kitten came back and licked me again, I turned and the little fragile kitten relaxed me. I lied there smiling as his nose touched mine. Then my eyes began to hurt, everything started to get fuzzy and doubled, a rush of pain through my spine and up inside my head. I squinted my eyes to focus.

It was morning, but the apartment was darker then moments before. The kitten was no where in site, no more puring or meows. My body felt like i fell out of a car, every muscle burning, my heart racing, eyes still blurry. They were crossed and I had a hard time brining them back around. I didn’t find myself hovering anywhere, instead I felt I was in another dimension and while I was there everything in my apartment looked alive and vibrant. It felt like a warm and wonderful place and the little kitten made me feel relaxed and warm inside.

That wasn’t the first time I was brought to a place like that and the hardest thing I find is to stay there for a while. I never remember how to get myself back to that state. When I am there I don’t realize it at first, but when I do everything about it changes and becomes real. Since I didn’t move around and explore other places like Astral Projection, I call this experience Astral Rejection and at times I have talked to people while lying in my bed, in my apartment. Its like my late night talk show. The funny thing is when they are there I am not scared or shocked and when I do wake up I wonder who they where and were have they gone.